Friday, January 25, 2008
FADHILLAH & FADIANA (:Friday 25 Jan 2008
Hello darlings(: Sorry for updating my blog for quite a long time. I have been really busy studying for my exam. Nothing much happening. Now I'm like totally fed-up with my cousin HAFIZA! She;s finding problem with me on small matters =.= A week ago i went to East Coast to find a Pit for my Birthday so i decided to ask my 2 uncles together with their family to follow my sis & i. Cause both have cars so it would be easy. && yet my cousin Hafiza text me asking are we family having fun? && said that if we had forgotten her family. I was like totally pissed reading her text. I mean like we going out to find a Pit. how many people can squeeze in two cars? And yet she had 6 siblings including her parents would be 8? Of course they can took bus or something but then we just want to find i fast & quick! What;s the big deal here?
I told her in a sarcastic way saying that yeah everyone was having so much fun! & she said to me to send regard to everyone;s who are enjoying out there. How rude can she be? Meaning like she;s 'spelling' the elderly once too! She getting to much. any yet she asked me to have respect on her? Yes i can. She said that her family all this while respect us but none of us knowledge them? WOW! what her mum did to my mum accusing about this and that && telling lies && making everyone to hate my mum, is that a respect? My mum is much more older than her mum, how can she treat my mum in this way? Her family;s is too much. Even my uncle seems to afraid with his wife. My grandfather totally upset with his daughter-in-law especially his own son, behaving like this. Fiza too said that she;s big enough and know more than i do, she thinks she;s 19 & I'm 16 i don;t know anything? BULL SHIT ! She don;t know the real me, seriously she messed up the wrong person. Everyone in my whole big family din;t like her family in the way they are behaving. She now big && just want to take care of her family && don;t want to bother about other families. She want to do it, CAN. But i too told her don;t regret it once our grandparents close their eyes forever. && i took back my words and said "maybe not you will regret it but you dad do." && she just kept quiet.
Just a waste of time talking to her. 1 Thing was that she;s jealous with me?! OMG what the hell to be jealous about! Grr!! She;s jealous of my beauty? Cause i know how to dress up all. AWW my! How can she be like that? No one is perfect. No wander all this time she had been looking at me when i dress up all. haiyo! Crazy lah she. i thought she said she;s 19 && she know better than i do. Then 19 don;t know how to dress up !? Just because of that too she can find a problem with me? Actually her family and mine having crisis. All because of her mummy;s mouth, telling lies all. I really don;t want to make this an issue, cause we are cousins && i do love her no matter what. I really don;t know when all this gonna end. Only that if my mum speak up & talk as a family every things gonna go well(:
Oh well now I'm like stress up with my exams ! If i failed this first test, I'm gonna get kick to sec 3! haix. really stress up! Seriously i need to study well, and prove to my cousin fiza;s family I'm not stupid like what the think!(: I'm gonna people proud with me can? haha. Oke nothing much to say here, you darlings take care oke? ILY xD
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